#54

Davis had a seizure tonight at 7:30p

I HATE SEIZURES

i hate how a seizure disturbs a wonderful quiet night at home

i hate that Avery had to yell "SEIZURE" from the basement
as he was playing with Davis

i hate how fast Lance & I have to run down the steps

i hate immediately checking my watch
to time the seizure

i hate that when Carver gets home from swim lessons tonight
he finds Avery crying in his bedroom
he hears me yelling and crying downstairs
he sees Lance laying beside Davis holding his shaking head

i hate the idea of putting Davis to bed tonight
...letting him out of my sight and touch

and that's how i feel about that